02.10.11

Open Your eyes, face Your fears, live Your dreams, hide Your lies, speak Your truth, sing Your song, walk Your road, break Your mirror, fix Your mistakes, think Your thoughts, be Yourself. Tell Your story.
They'll never understand. You might as well keep it in and go insane. I know, I did.

23.06.11

30 Seconds To Mars @ Tallinna Lauluväljak, 21.06.11.



Thank you, 12 000 people. We rocked it. <3

29.05.11

School is almost over. I can't wait. Tomorrow is the last proper day, i think, and then i can rest. If you can call it resting... There are a few performances coming up with the orchestra (that i'm so desperate to leave) and a few birthdays to attend. I will find the time to rest, though. I promise.
We had a trip to Viljandi yesterday. We had to perform at the Viljandi's Song Festival with our orchestra. The whole day ended up so bad, i don't think i've ever cried so much. I just broke. And this time i didn't break in half, i broke into a thousand pieces. I don't know how much longer i'm gonna stand living like this. I miss the time everything was nice, about 3 years ago. I'd give anything to be the same person i was back then. Yeah, i've changed alot, and i find it absolutely miserable. I used to be so happy, positive, innocent little girl. When did i become so gloomy? I don't know.
Well, i'm gonna end this post now, before it get's even more miserable.
Take care, people.

24.04.11

How come do i feel so ugly these days? Telling me otherwise won't help. Fml.

At least i found a new hobby and i really think i'm gonna stick with it. I love it. <3

02.04.11

Why the hell am i so tired of everything? I sound so ''emo'' again, bleh. I just want to quit school and music school, and just exist for some time. But i can't. Why the hell is summer so far away?
And also, why isn't there a real fairytale? If a guy likes a girl and the girl likes him back, why won't they live happily ever after? I guess they're too scared to tell eachother, being afraid of rejection. This is just stupid.
Everything is stupid. I want to sleep for a week and wake up to see that my whole world is a fairytale.
Also, i live with a drunk, how lovely.

23.03.11

It's midnight as i start writing this post. And i have no idea what to write. I guess i can tell you that i've been doing nothing special during the last days. I did go ice skating on saturday, before celebrating my mom's birthday (which was actually on the 22th). Yesterday (22th), i was at my brother's place most of the day. And now i'm home. My life is awfully boring.
I did get a new camera a few days ago! A Samsung ES28, a black one. I really love it.
Well, i'm gonna go to sleep now, i guess. Bye.

18.03.11

Today, i got sick. 39,4C fever, hell yeah. I don't think i've got much to say for my absence. I've had nothing to write about and that's it. This is also gonna be a short post. I'm just gonna say that JOOSEP wanted to see his name in a blog. Not mine, i know, i know, but 'tis better than nothing? Well, i'm gonna go and drink some tea. Bye.

06.03.11

You, three, make me so happy, i could cry. <3

01.03.11

Today was quite nice. I went home after school to find out that the clients of Tele2 could already buy the tickets to the 30 Seconds To Mars concert. Unfortunately i'm not a client, but i did get a ticket. So i'm one lucky bastard, i guess.
Right now i'm just eating cookies and about to make some hot cocoa. I don't think i'll bother to study today, so i'm just gonna read "The Red Pyramid", which my mom got for my sister, and enjoy the evening. See ya, maggots.

26.02.11

Today was quite miserable. Some people are a bit too dumb to notice the obvious. But whatever, their loss.

Fav song of the moment:

25.02.11

How about i just disappear and see what happens.