School is almost over. I can't wait. Tomorrow is the last proper day, i think, and then i can rest. If you can call it resting... There are a few performances coming up with the orchestra (that i'm so desperate to leave) and a few birthdays to attend. I will find the time to rest, though. I promise.
We had a trip to Viljandi yesterday. We had to perform at the Viljandi's Song Festival with our orchestra. The whole day ended up so bad, i don't think i've ever cried so much. I just broke. And this time i didn't break in half, i broke into a thousand pieces. I don't know how much longer i'm gonna stand living like this. I miss the time everything was nice, about 3 years ago. I'd give anything to be the same person i was back then. Yeah, i've changed alot, and i find it absolutely miserable. I used to be so happy, positive, innocent little girl. When did i become so gloomy? I don't know.
Well, i'm gonna end this post now, before it get's even more miserable.
Take care, people.
