Exactly a month until Christmas. I wish Christmas wouldn't come. I wish nothing would come. I wish the time would stop. I just want to crawl to my bed and lie there for weeks. I don't know why i feel so tired all the time. I have no idea... I hate having to put on a smile whereever i go. I know i don't have to do it, actually, but people don't like sad people. And i don't want anyone to dislike me.
I got into a fight with my best friend yesterday. I won't write about the details, but it wasn't nice. It's weird not talking to her.
It seems like people around me are leaving. I hate it. Why won't you all just stay?
Wow, such a negative post. Well, shit happens, i feel like crap. I'm gonna go and make some tea. Bye.
Also, i don't know if you're reading this, but i miss you already.
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